Our Baby Boys

i made this sight for all my baby boys i lost through miscarriage my first was when i was 17 years
old we lost him at 20 gestation it was awful i still remember the day we named him justin he would
be 6 years old this year the second pregnancy was when i was 21 the baby died at 6 weeks and and the
hospital fobbed me off saying everthink was ok and so i went on holiday abroad and miscaried at 11
weeks on xmas day that was such a horrible year for us even though the fetus was already dead we
named him tyler he would be 2 this year the third i was carryin twins and 1 was a girl the other was
a boy but yet again the lil boy did not make it i gave birth to my lil girl who is 1 and i love her
to pieces we named him mark the 4th was last week i was nearly 11 weeks gone i wanted this 1 to be
ok but at nearly 11 weeks i started bleedin again so i was took in hospital and was told the baby
had come out whilst the examined we was at the hospital for ages and was bleeding serverly by know i
went to the loo and another fetus had come out so i called the nurse who took both boys away to the
lab i then went on to have blood tests i decided i wanted to go home as my little girl needed me
when i got home i could hardly walk as i had blood pourin out of me i lay on the sofa whilst my
husband had our daughter i needed the loo so i went to get up and collapsed on the floor due to so
much blood loss he phoned my mum who came round and made me a sweet cup of tea to get my sugars back
to normal she put me in bed and i fell asleep the next mornin i was still beedin quite bad over 1
week later i thought the blood loss had stopped how wrong was 1 i cleaned up the house and felt
loads of blood come out i went to the loo again and i could not get off it was that bad as i wiped
my self i found another fetus but this time it was in bits it was a little hand i started to cry my
husband was really upset and didnt wanna leave me as he had to go to work i am currently under the
hospital awaiting tests and results now we know we were carryin triplet which we found out 4 days
ago im still miscarrying the left over bits from the last the little boy i have to say it is not
nice to go through any of this i just wish it was different i will remember all my boys we have no
names for them at the moment as its really hard for us to think of them at this time thank you all
for takin time to read my story god bless u all



i would like to thank everyone who has comented on here it means so much to me and my family that
people do care i really do appriate all of your support xxxxxxxxx